equality

i'm starting a training course tomorrow, my boss asked me today to check the training room and prepare it for tomorrow, and by that he meant to supervise the preparations.. i went to see the training room and i found out that we have to move about 5 computers from one room to another, i thought well i can never do this !!!!! so i called one of the guys that i work with to help me, he was kind enough that he moved all the computers by himself !!!! yeah all the guys are attending another training course somewhere else. all i had to do is to connect things togother and check if the computers were connected to the network..
so girls don't ask for equality cause really we're doing fine here ;) masakeen el shabab :P

A week

a week has passed and yet i'm feeling sad...


God bless our Jordan....

end of an era...

my friend left to abu dhabi two weeks ago, she got married and went there...
i've known her for 7.5 years!!!!! she's really my best friend... and now i'm really missing everything.. i miss our drives at "abdoun", i miss how we used to park the car near " gerard" having ice cream in the summer and"sa7lab" in winter watching almost every person and every car, i miss the hours we spent on their balcony eating nuts and chips, talking about everything, i miss the movie nights at my house, i miss how we used to discover new places and try them instantly, i miss chili cheese fries and how they used to make us "msatleen", and though the hours we spent shopping used to drive me crazy as she's picky but now i miss them too, i miss our days at university with all the fun we had.. i miss the lunch breaks..
today i went to her house and visited her family, it was weired her not being there..
hope u'll have a great life and to achieve what u really want and thank u for sharing me the last wonderful 8 years of our lives....

2004

i miss the year 2004 alot, i kept telling every one this but they used to laugh at me and telling me hey stop having those stupid thoughts !!!! but seriously it was such a peaceful and great year for me.... i guess everyone would agree specially after those events...
but the reason or reasons behind why i liked 2004 are :
1) i spent most of it not working and this to me was a bless as i had the chance to do the things i really wanted to do... now with the long working hours i hardly have time to do anything, and i'm working on a system that's somehow very Sophisticated and gives me a feeling of frustration alot... till now i hate going to work, i didn't have peace with the pressure,i hate waking up so early and most of the times i'm really late...
2) i had the chance to travel alot in that year not like now, i didn't go any place further than "zowadeh"... kidding i went to dead sea :P
3) i spent this summer attending a course (again, for work) from 4 pm till 8 pm, that means spending 12 hours of my day doing things for work !!!!!! and as a result of that i didn't enjoy amman this summer...
3) i had inner peace, and that's something i miss now..
4) the list is too long i can go on forever, but i'll just say that AMMAN wasn't hurt last year and that's a major reason for missing 2004 ...

in their eyes..

they didn't really get what was happening... but when they saw the demonstrations outside the house they insisted on wearing "7atta" and started drawing the flag....
those r my two nieces.....

"mawteni"... my homeland

remember this song?? how we used to sing it when we were kids?? today i heared it on the radio... it was like listining to it for the first time.....

sad, so sad

the newspaper today wasn't delivered to our house, i guess the delivery guy was afraid to pass our street or something....
i stayed home today as our street was really crowded and full of events, so i thought of making a home delivery then i thought, how will the people on the other line act when they ask for the address??!!! u know the first building after the radisson sas hotel !!!!!
i don't think they would've done that, so i cancelled the whole idea and just stayed home watching the demonstrations and feeling really angry and sad for what happened...
the worst feeling today was when i woke up this morning, it was like waking from a dream except it was true.. i went directly to the window to find that everything was so quite!!!!
it hurts, really hurts so much...

so people try to be more concedirate, it's not a fun something, the demonstrations r for a cause so stick to it...

"al maseera" ... demonstration

the first pics is how the maseera started..
some TV station guy was shooting from our house..
the policemen were giving kids flags and pics for king Abdallah then kissing them( kissing the kids)...

my beloved amman

our house is in the middle between radisson and hyatt... i've never seen our street so empty... u hear nothing but the sounds of ambulances,fire engines and police cars.. the scene of people covered in white hurts so much.... i tried to take pics, but it's not easy coz really it's so hard to do so in such situation...

as i said the pics mo kteer wad7een, allah yer7am the innocent people who was killed for no reason.... may allah bless our beloved amman...

u can't imagine how i felt when i heared the news as i was outside the house, it took me for ever to go back as the streets were crowded and the police didn't let me go to my house, i had to park my car a little bit away and walked... it was a hard time for me and my family...

Greetings

Happy Eid

Ramadan

i usually like to have a drive in ramadan before iftar, and i usually take it right after i finish work, though it's so 3aj2a but i like doing it... i go to buy anything like 2atayef just to enjoy every minute of my day... i don't complain about the traffic or how people get crazy while driving as i'm doing this for fun and i'm not in a hurry...
today i went to bring 2atayef, the place i buy from is a very well organized one, it has been like this since the beggining of ramadan, u don't wait, as they have everything ready, u just order and in less than a minute u can take ur order and leave as they prepare everything inadvance, but today it was so different, it was so crowded as if people didn't eat 2atayef the entire month !!!! i wanted to park my car so i was waiting for some guy to leave, i gave a signal that i wanna park here, then out of a suddedn a woman came and wanted to take the place, can't she see that am waiting with a signal , i was faster and parked the car, she started shouting as if i was the mistaken person here!!!!!!! am not the kind of people who shout or fight but she really annoyed me, so all what i said was "i was giving u a signal that i wanna park" and left to queue and wait for my turn to have 2atayef, i waited like 20 mintues !!!!!
ok, the point is people those are the last days of ramadan so stay calm, mo mestahleh ...

am really gonna miss ramadan, i love this month, i can't believe that we'll go back to our daily routine :( i so much enjoyed it..